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  <title>JSdahjkalalallaululuul!</title>
  <subtitle>pudding.</subtitle>
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  <updated>2008-06-18T15:22:41Z</updated>
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    <title>Scary ass dream</title>
    <published>2008-06-18T15:22:41Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-18T15:22:41Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">So I just woke up and I had the most horrifying dream ever. It started out that I was like a private investigator in a big city. Kind of like Pittsburgh but not really. We had to go in this building because there was a report of someone killing little chicks or small birds or something. So we go in and we are on a high floor and we find out that it is a little kid and he is all crazy looking. Think Chucky but less funny looking and more terrifying. Then I am on the floor below somehow and we get trapped but the little kid got out. So we get out somehow. Then I am across the street in like a courtyard thing and I see my 7th grad teacher, Mrs. Pitts, and I tell her what happened and she was all like, "Oh that's nice" and went back to sunbathing. Then I was getting these notes that were leading me different places and I had to figure out where to go next. So I follow them and they lead me back to my house. I find another one on top of my tv in my living room and it tells me to go to the house across the street. When I go I open the door and a sled or something flies out and I grab onto the door and like break off a bit of the house somehow. Like the little outy outline thing for the door. Then the little kid is back and he jumps out at me but I grab him midair and take him over to the curb and am smashing his head off the pavement. It was really graphic too. Like at one point his head was only held on by bits of his spine. The whole time I am doing this my moms boyfriend is looking at me from our door way. Also I can hear the little kid still talking to me. I can't remember what he was saying but it was scary and it made me smash the head even more. Eventually the head came off and I was holding just the body but the little kid was still talking to me. So I turn around while holding the body and I see that there is another little boy. So I drop the body and grab the new little boy but then after I kill that one (I snapped his neck) I see that there is another one but this time it is my little brother Toby. I grab him because I am so scared and not thinking and I hold him up but then he says "Sissy? What are you doing?" in this adorable little voice and then I started to cry and set him down. And I like fall to the ground and start crying and shaking and then I look up and he is looking at me with red glowy eyes and looking like he is about to attack me and my alarm goes off. It scared the shit out of me!!!!!!!!!! If anyone can help me figure out what the hell this was about please tell me.&amp;nbsp;</content>
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    <title>My first slash fic.</title>
    <published>2008-03-27T03:40:09Z</published>
    <updated>2008-03-27T03:40:09Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Title: ???&lt;br /&gt;Pairing: Noel and Julian&lt;br /&gt;Summary: Noel and Julian are hanging out and then sex happens.&lt;br /&gt;Word Count: 1259&lt;br /&gt;Rating: NC-17&lt;br /&gt;Warning: Bondage, Violent &lt;br /&gt;Disclaimer: This story is completely fictitious and I have only borrowed the names of people.&amp;nbsp; I am not making any profit from this and am just writing it for fun. Please don't sue me for being a hopeless fangirl.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;p style="margin-bottom: 0in;"&gt;	After a long day of filming Noel and Julian head back to Noel's flat to have a few drinks. On the way there Noel rambles on about how little action he's getting from Dee and how horny he is. Julian just nods and murmurs that he is in the same boat. Walking up the stairs Julian glances up at Noel and notices the way his skinny jeans cling to his ass. Its as if he can see the muscles working as he moves. When they reach the landing Noel goes to the door to let them in and Julian just stares as he walks through the door into the flat. Noel walks into the kitchen to grab some vodka and orange juice to make drinks. “Hey, Ju, do you want a screwdriver?” yells Noel from the kitchen. Julian is standing just inside the door and when he hears Noel's voice say screw he gets a grand idea. Noel walks out of the kitchen to see what Julian is doing and sees him standing in the door with a hungry look on his face. “Are you all right mate?” asks Noel, while he turns to set the drinks on the table. When he goes to turn around Julian is right behind him and grabs him and kisses him. At first Noel tries to resist but Julian backs him to the table so he can't pull away. “What are you doing?” asks Noel. Julian doesn't respond he just goes in for another kiss, this time pushing his tongue against Noel's lips seeking entrance to explore his mouth. Noel succumbs to Julian, slowly parting his lips. Julian's tongue gently caresses Noel's and he puts his hands on Noel's slender waist. He deepens the kiss as he pulls Noel closer to him, pressing their hips together. Noel can feel Julian's erection pressed against his own, he's slightly shocked to realize that he has become just as turned on. Noel wraps his arms around Julian's neck and runs his fingers through his hair. Julian slowly snakes his hand under Noel's shirt to skim his hands across his skinny torso. He runs his fingers over his ribs to his nipple where he stops and gently pinches. Noel moans softly into Julian's ear and pulls his shirt over his head to give Julian more access. Once Noel's shirt is off Julian slowly kisses along his jaw line down to his neck, nipping at his pale skin. He kisses a path down to his nipple and sucks on the pink nub. Noel's hands are entwined in Julian's hair and he is reveling in Julian's touch. After teasing his nipple Julian kisses down to where Noel's happy trail begins. He kisses along the top of Noel's drainpipes and nuzzles his crotch. Noel's fingers tighten in Julian's hair and he begs for more. Julian stands up abruptly and tells Noel to go get four belts. Noel looks questioningly at Julian but decides that he is too horny not to listen. When Noel comes back with the belts Julian pushes the cups off the table, spilling their contents as they fall, and tells Noel to take off his pants. As he pulls them off Julian stares hungrily as Noel's cock comes free. After he is completely naked Julian shoves him onto the table on his back and belts his arms and legs to the four table legs. Noel is unsure if he likes this but then Julian starts to stroke him and he quickly changes his mind. After stroking him for a little bit Julian kisses Noel again and then begins to suck him off. At first Julian goes slowly, licking from the base up to the tip. When he reaches the tip he slowly sucks it into his mouth while swirling his tongue all around Noel's cock. He slowly takes it into his mouth all the way down to the base and Noel can feel his dick hit the back of Julian's throat. He tries to touch Julian but as he moves his arms the leather bites into his wrists holding him back. Julian begins to move his head up and down along Noel's shaft, going excruciatingly slow. Noel tries to buck his hips but Julian grabs his waist and pushes him roughly back on the tables. Then he looks up and shakes his head and says, “I'll only go slower.” Noel groans in frustration. Julian returns to Noel's cock while still holding his hips and begins to suck him again. He slowly gains speed, and Noel is moaning loudly. Julian senses that Noel's about to come so he completely stops everything and walks away into the bathroom. “Ah, fuck, come on! I was just about to come!” screams Noel, flopping his head back onto the table. Julian walks back into the room smoking a cigarette and grinning. Noel realizes that he has taken off all of his clothes. Julian slowly walks back over to Noel and flicks his ash onto his stomach. Noel hisses as the hot ash burns him slightly but finds that it is also arousing. Julian continues to smoke his cigarette as if Noel wasn't tied to a table uncomfortably. Once the cigarette is down to the filter Julian puts it out on Noel's thigh, making him scream in pain. “Ahh, God damn it you wanker! What the fuck!” Julian just looks at Noel with a slight grin and then slaps him. Noel's head hits the table from the force of the slap and a red hand print blossoms as blood rushes to the impact point. Before Noel has time to respond Julian lifts his hips and shoves his dick into Noel's unprepared, virgin asshole. Noel screams in agony as he is ripped and Julian continues to thrust unrelentlessly, not giving him any time to get used to it. Tears are streaming from Noel's eyes as he feels like he is being split in two. Julian grunts as he slams into Noel. He can feel Noel's blood on his dick and Noel's muscles contracting around him. Julian thrusts as deep into Noel as he can and hits that special spot making Noel gasp and begin to feel pleasure along with the pain. Julian continues to thrust into Noel as hard and deep as he can, making the table rock. With each thrust Noel's wrists and legs are cut into by the belts causing his delicate skin to chafe and bleed. As Julian thrusts he grabs onto Noel's hips and squeezes them tightly to get more leverage. His fingers dig into Noel's bony hips roughly and he knows Noel will be bruised and it only makes him squeeze harder. As Julian continues to thrust Noel moans in pain and ecstasy. Julian 	can feel the pressure building in his abdomen and he knows he is going to come soon. So he starts to pump Noel's cock with his hand and leans down to kiss him forcefully. He bits Noel's lip and makes it bleed. As Julian gets closer he clamps his teeth onto Noel's neck, making him writhe beneath him. When Julian's teeth clench on his neck Noel screams out Julian's name as he comes. Noel's muscles contract around Julian's cock and drives him over the edge. With one final bite to Noel's neck Julian comes and collapses on Noel. They both lie there panting heavily and after a few moments Julian gets up to light a cigarette and goes and turns on the TV in the other room, leaving Noel bloody and abused on the table.&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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